|Going to Dear Love's
||I so did. I went through the
and into the
. In my going I went by where the
man of the long step
that whistles most all of the time does gather ferns for the
with the far-away look in her eyes. There little ferns grow tall and big ferns grow very tall. And sunbeams and shadows are among them before
. It is the same place where the
man that wears gray neckties
and is kind to mice did dig up little ferns to make fern wishes to the
when I put letters in the moss- box by the old log. But now we dig not up little ferns here. We find them in another place. We have feels the fairies would like it, and these ferns grow there for the pensée girl with the far-away look in her eyes. Often it is now she is come to visit her aunt of the gray calico dress with a black bow at its neck.
||After I did say a little prayer at the growing place of the little tall ferns and the very tall ferns, I did go on. I went on along a winding path that goes in between old logs. I went a little way. I did hear a little squeal. I did look looks about. There was
coming after me just as quick as he could come. His little legs did bring him in a quick way. I made a stop to wait for him. He was joys all over when he did come up by me. He did jump upon me. And his squeals were squeals of gladness. Then we did go on together. We went on. As we so did, I did sing to him one of the songs
did teach me to sing. Every day I do sing him one of them. Today I did sing him un chant des fleurs de fête d'oncle; of souci et eglantine et pensée et tulipe et quintefeuille et ulmaire et apalachine et tournesol et romarin et éclaire. He did grunt grunts in-between times.
||When we were come to the
house of Dear Love
, they were standing by the steps. The husband of Dear Love did bring home to her a little nest that was in a tree that they did fall in the
today. The nest it was a long nest. Its longness was very long. I have thinks when the wind did go through the woods sometimes this cradle did swing. Its largeness was so long. The husband of Dear Love did think these little birds were most ready to fly from the nest when the tree did fall today.
||All the six little birds but one did get death as the tree did fall. They were such little things when we did take them out. The one live one was hungry. And we did feed him. We did feed him little bits at a time -- a little bit of egg that was left in the
of the husband of
, did give to this little bird some
. Dear Love did cuddle it warm in her hands, and her husband did make the piece of egg into little
for me to give to it. It did open its mouth most wide.
||When I so did see it do, I did open my mouth too, like it did. The husband of
did laugh. I did have asking of him why he did laugh, for it was not thoughtful to laugh at the little hungry bird that did have so hungry feels and lonesome ones. He did say in his gentle way that it was not at the little bird he did laugh. He did say he just did laugh sometimes when he had thinks about things at work. I told him it was nice he had thoughtfuls of the nest that they saw in the tree after it did fall. He said he thought of me and that made him think it would be nice to bring the nest home, and he broke off another piece of egg for the little bird. And more he so did. And every time I did drop a piece of egg into the mouth of the little bird, I did open my mouth wide, too, from seeing the bird do it.
||When it was full of
did fix it all up nice in a warm little box. She is going to give it careful cares so it will grow up. She has asked me to pick out a name for it. I am so going to do. And tomorrow I am going to have the funerals of the other five little birds that did get death as the tree did fall. Dear Love gave me white soft pieces to wrap them in and the husband of Dear Love says he will make the tombstones for their graves. I am going to bury them at Dreux by Blaise. There will they rest. On tomorrow it so will be.
||Tonight when I was come home, I took the pillow from my bed to sit on at the supper-table because
the back part of me
did feel so sore from that spanking the
gave me with the egg-turner out in the garden today.
||After supper time I did have seeing out the window of the night. It was calling, "Petite
, come, petite Françoise." I went.
followed after. We went
the path. A
big silver yellow ball
was coming up over the hill. We made a stop. I did climb on a rock to watch its coming. Brave Horatius put his nose by my hand. I gave him pats. He looked up at me. I told him, "C'est la pleine lune." We went on. We went on to the hill where its coming was.
Center for Electronic Studying, University of Oregon.
February 6, 2003